It's an important distinction, that I chose the word "nonsmoker" instead of "ex-smoker," 'cos it makes a pretty major difference in my head in how I think of it.
I'm still fighting some crap in my head - I stopped ding my daily posts here because I had started to feel like I was falling apart behind the facade. I still do and still am, though I am hopeful I am reaching the end of that. I don't know if I am, but I feel like maybe it's on the upswing.
