Haitus

Hi.

I love this place, and it is a spectacular exercise at keeping me mindful of the blessings in my life.

But right now, I am finding myself in a place where I am looking at these blessings like a dancer marking her choreography: I am not present nor dancing it. I am simply marking out where the steps should be.

And as I do that, the things I write about here are further removed from the truth. They're technically true, but they're not deeply-rooted joy. And this place is meant to be, for me, an expression of joy and wonder in day to day life.

I'll be back eventually, of that I am sure. But right now, I need to go find that joy.